Archive for April, 2007

Confused? Lost?

Sunday, April 29th, 2007

Feelings, something that has been playing tricks on me for as long as i can remember. As much as I want to believe that I can control how I feel, it’s really not the case sometimes. I wonder, should I follow my heart or should I follow my mind? It’s a tough choice, a choice that would change everything. Confusion, despair, lost, dying to find a solution. Been feeling this way a while now, but nothing seems to help except one person. U know who u are if u are reading this. I am speechless for now….

Updates

Sunday, April 29th, 2007

It’s been awhile since I last blog. Been busy since I’ve just started work with slb not long ago. Well, the first week with slb was FUN! Notice the capital letters. Haha. Was in Abu Dhabi for OFS-1, an induction course for all grade 8 employees. Training was just from 8-5 everyday and after that, it’s free time. Met loads of great friends there, really interesting ppl, really funny ppl. The half day Dubai trip was nice, went to Mall of Emirates and also a place which i cant recall its name but it’s beautiful at night, had dinner and a couple of drinks there with my new found friends.

Now, I am all alone in Labuan.  Haha. not really alone, there are many colleagues around me but life is pretty tough so far. Just after 2 weeks, i have bruises and cuts on my legs, and I sprained my back a few days ago. What an interesting way to start a new job. But I am not allowing all these to stop me from doing what I am doing now. I find it rather challenging, both mentally and physically and I am sure I will be proud of myself if I could pull thru this job and eventually be someone important in slb. There’s no harm in dreaming and for me, dreaming is also a motivation to achievement. My segment colleagues (all guys obviously) are very helpful so far, so I am really thankful for that. I should be in Labuan base for 3 months b4 going to paris and aberdeen for schooling. I am sure I will have loads to share as I continue working and blogging about my experience is a good way to release what’s bottled up in me.